I'm looking backwards for christmas

CW was my boyfriend at college twelve years ago. Two days ago he left a message on my telephone. Last night we met, and aften ten minutes were holding hands and cuddling. We were both drunk, and said a lot of unconsidered things.

I don't know what to do. Tonight I'm meeting H for the last time this year, before he goes to spend christmas with his family - maybe telling him about what happened will clarify my own feelings.


  1. Yay! It must be the time of year. Just make sure you're not risking one relationship for another that ultimately might not be what you want.

  2. Hello Grant.

    I believe we may have touched upon this topic once or twice, though it is an invidious dilemma, to be sure. Makes me glad I threw the towel in on all that stuff ... oddly enough, when I was about your age.