I'm looking backwards for christmas

CW was my boyfriend at college twelve years ago. Two days ago he left a message on my telephone. Last night we met, and aften ten minutes were holding hands and cuddling. We were both drunk, and said a lot of unconsidered things.

I don't know what to do. Tonight I'm meeting H for the last time this year, before he goes to spend christmas with his family - maybe telling him about what happened will clarify my own feelings.

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  1. Yay! It must be the time of year. Just make sure you're not risking one relationship for another that ultimately might not be what you want.

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  2. Hello Grant.

    I believe we may have touched upon this topic once or twice, though it is an invidious dilemma, to be sure. Makes me glad I threw the towel in on all that stuff ... oddly enough, when I was about your age.

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